DustyBSU's Xanga

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 17:58:04 GMT

One more thing...

Bitches love me.

Friday, January 27, 2006

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 13:20:06 GMT

"Way Away"

I think I'm breaking out
I'm gonna leave you now
There's nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
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And now the entry:

This Xanga holds the stories of the past 2 years of my life. It's the longest "diary"that I have kept in my whole life. Now, since I am in a new city, I open a new chapter to my life, therefore closing old ones. The stories in this xanga are not me. They are the old me. I have progressed, and degressed, I have lost, and I have won, and the one thing I learned is that no matter how many friends you have in a life time there are only a select few who stay close and remain close. For those who that applies to, you won't need this xanga to keep you updated, because you have me; for those who that doesn't apply to - I'm sorry that this xanga is your only source of information about me. This "diary" is now closed, and locked, and the key is gone forever. Peace up G Muffins!

- Dusty

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 04:47:10 GMT

Well kids - I'm out. Moving tomorrow, everything is packed. It's been fun, but it's bout to get more fun. Have fun in Springfield =D

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 20:28:41 GMT

Some people are just way too fake; and it's sad. Why not just be yourself?

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 16:24:59 GMT

I just came to say
goodbye love goodbye love
came to say goodbye love, goodbye
just came to say

Friday, December 16, 2005

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 16:09:27 GMT

So the heartless shows his heart...I love it.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 05:45:24 GMT

"Heroes Die"

Maybe you’re a tree who’s leaves stay
Or maybe you go where the wind blows
All I know is I’m right either way

Every word you spoke was subtle
So I never gave you one rebuttal
Because somehow I knew you
Meant what you said.

It’s like I spoke to you,
It’s like you spoke to me
You know we need each other
These things we built could last forever.

Sometimes we watch our heroes die
And we don’t know why
We don’t know why they
Left us so young
Sometime we watch our mirrors cry
And we don’t know why
We don’t know why they
Left us undone

I’ve learned that I can live without you
I’ve learned that there are things about you
Which I knew
Which I chose to hold in

I’ve seen your eyes when they’re glassed over
Your charcoaled lungs… Malignant fire
Desire kept us holding on tight.

I am now everything good that you did
I’m tossing out all of the things you kept hid
Like the scars on your knuckles
The way that you chuckled…
When the bottle made way for it.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 04:29:27 GMT

JUST FUCKING SHOOT ME.

Friday, December 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 16:16:18 GMT

So life has been good....haven't updated too much in a while cuz I have been a little busy. Driving to work last night in the mini blizzard was a blast, then Janna and I had a blast once we got there....management doing 360's on tugs in the taxiway - so funny.....being the one driving - priceless....

Yea, we had way too much fun for a night of "work."

So Maya informed me the other day that when she stepped between James and I she formed an "inside out oreo..." (James and I are white and Maya is black).

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 16:47:17 GMT

if shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
if it had a home would it be my eyes
would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this
well here we go now one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
you better believe that I have tried to beat this

so when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
till I step down from this for good

well I never thought I'd end up here never
thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought that it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time